Life, sometimes it’s overwhelming

Friends,

My apologies for the lapse. I had two exams this week, which were rather intense. My neurologist also changed my meds up a bit, and I experienced a rather weird drug withdrawal period. It felt like I had drank eight pots of coffee — I shook horrifically, hand writing notes in class was a bit of a task. But, praise the Lord; the withdrawal has left or is very little today. And, I am feeling a lot better now that my meds have been adjusted. Although it will take me about another week to really see the changes, but that’s okay. I can live with that.

On Tuesday, my Mom will be going into surgery. It’s nothing major (at least, from this side of the surgery) but she’s a little spazzed out and so is my Dad. I’m sure they both would appreciate any prayers you can spare for them. I’m a little concerned for my mom, she’s not sure if she is going to want me and my finace to go up to my Hometown to help her out. At first she said she wouldn’t need any extra help, but now she’s changed her mind to not sure. I’m three hours from her and am worried for her, just cause well; I’m down here but I feel like I should be up with her. But, it will be okay, whatever happens. Prayers though, can never hurt.

I’ve been thinking and praying about situations that my fiance and I are in. It’s rather complicated, but emotionally draining. A lot of truth is being hurled at us, and I can’t help but feel deceived by people who I thought were my friends and who would be there for us. I am trying to rationalize what is going on, but I feel that all the rationalization in the world will not help anyone or anything. I just need strength to get through this situation — I can’t speak for my fiance. In the eternal timespan this really won’t matter in the end — what will matter in the end are the choices both of us make in this situation. I need to have more Jesus-time. More time to talk to Him and see how He wants me to get through this.

I reckon I should conclude this and make a quick run to the Mart of the K.

Pax!!