Stress Mess

Something that has become glaringly obvious this Lent is how I react to stress. Different kinds of stress produce in me different reactions, and not really any of them are good.

When I’m tired. I’m a basket case of emotion and crying all over the place.
When I’m in pain, my short temper comes out to play and is sent to everyone in my path.
When I’m worried, I basically shut down.

And so on. I’m more tempted to want to give up on my Lenten fasting from my two time sinks when I’m stressed, as well.  I’m so grateful that I’m picking up on these little quirks of mine early into Lent, so I can spend the next few weeks working on getting it all under control. Especially with delivery in the next 3.5 weeks (hopefully!). I think I’ve been having Braxton-Hicks contractions all morning, and they’re not really very comfortable. I’ve been struggling today, dealing with that and a very cute little Elise, who wants to climb up everything in sight. :S

Thankfully, dinner is crock-potting (lasagna) and Greg only has a couple more hours left of work. I have a lot of little prayers to get me through the day and did some good old fashioned de-compressing during Elise’s nap. But, I definitely need to find a good way to deal with stress, especially when I’m in some pretty good pain. :/